help alert again
hello i live in rocky mountain house, alberta
i’ve been suffering from neglect and while my home situation is perfectly stable and easily rebuilt i am scared for my own psyche
i tried to put myself in the hospital just so i could talk to my mother, and her response to my cries for help were two instances of “go ahead and kill yourself”
she was backed by my aunt, who told me i was guilt-tripping her for saying something like that
i’m currently going through massive never-before-seen levels of anxiety and i’m afraid that if i go back i’m just going to like, wreck her house, or actually severely hurt myself this time
i can’t calm down just thinking about it makes me panic, i was crying 11PM-1:30AM and then started right back up again when i woke up until at least 1PM i am that upset
i currently have no home, no access to money or food, and the only thing i have are sneakers, socks, dirty pants, and a spagetti-strap halter top
i’m probably going to lose my job and it’s probably worth it, i’d rather find someone to live with in another town and get a job there and pay rent there and never look back but i don’t have anyone to take me away and i need help
I’m 100% aware that this is unrelated to this blog, guys, and yeah, go ahead and unfollow me if you’re annoyed, I just want this poor dear to be helped out. Even if you can’t help, please reblog this and get the word spread.
oh god
SIGNAL BOOST THIS, GUYS